soleil renee

I want to rush through everything, and I know I’ll regret it when I’m older. I can’t help but want to be older, but I know when I’m there I’ll just want to be younger. It seems like I’ll never be happy with anything. Apparently I need to act girlier too, since people think I’m gay.. Why have people called me a dyke since 5th grade? Look at my picture, do I look manly? or dyky (sp)? I certainly don’t think I act in a boyish manner.. Is it just because I play sports and I’m not the skinniest girl? I hate assumptions. I’m going to try to not assume or judge people anymore, it hurts.